Sunday, May 07, 2006
12:27 am
A week since I've updated...
The week didn't go too good actually. Was kinda down especially towards the end. Yea my relationship with God crashed again momentarily...I guess I'm getting slightly better at dealing with it. It just sucks feeling like a hypocrite so much of the time...trying to deal with what people say to you...trying to cover up, I guess. Sometimes I can't bring myself to accept how good God is to me...but He always gets to me in the end. =)
Yup...met up for coffee and then V for Vendetta with Chris, Kate and Tim on Tuesday night! Was really good...I can't believe I was allowed to stay out so late on a school night. Was kinda jealous of their situations...one uni, one work, one taking a year off - and I was still in school! Hanging out so much with older people recently has made me so impatient to finish school.
Had Chrysalis reunion today, which was really cool. I had the strangest feeling when I was there...I mean...I felt so comfortable around all these people but if I think about it, none of them were in my life before 2 weeks ago. And now it feels like...a big family, almost. Yea...I'm really glad Chrysalis happened to me. I remember being kinda indifferent towards it before I went...even a teeny bit at the start of it. I would have been so much more excited if I knew what was coming my way...
Anyway...it's study study study for now...can't wait until exams are over. Yea and I'm looking forward to Marike's recital thingy...and Chris B's play...and the next gathering, which Jeremy says will be before our planned reunion in July.
And oh! I will be back in Singapore in July!!
It feels good to have stuff to look forward to. But meanwhile...