Tuesday, April 04, 2006 11:35 pm

Autumn is well and truly here. Nights are getting cold.

Has been a weird few days. I've come to realise that I can't blame mum for restricting me because I really don't give her much assurance at all that I'm coping with everything. I should work on it. I always tell myself I'm going fine - it doesn't occur to me that it doesn't look like it. Damn. But I guess I am pretty tired. *Sigh* Why can't I do the things I should do that I want to do?

I should be going to sleep soon. Need to get up so early tomorrow. We have Language Festival which means no lessons (yes!) but an early start (groan).

The holidays are looming so close I can feel it! I can't wait. Am looking forward to Chrysalis and week at Sydney Uni. I hope I'll recover from all this madness.