Saturday, March 25, 2006
10:07 pm
New layout! I just changed it on impulse. Pretty green but I like it!
I've spent so many hours packing today. We're moving to Gordon on Monday. I'm really sad to leave - I love this place. It's really beautiful here. I love having the flowers outside my window. Having the piano in my room. How the birds always sing along when I play it! We haven't been in this house for too long...it's just coming to two years now. But still, lots of memories. I wish I'd taken more pictures.
I looked through so many pictures today in the middle of my packing. Gosh it's been a crazy ride. I couldn't help grinning at the pictures - especially primary school ones! - but they make me so sad because I can never go back. I guess I'm afraid of leaving and of people leaving me because I know things can never go back to how they were.
I cling to the past too much. I gotta keep running and not look back cos I'm running to someplace better.