Tuesday, March 14, 2006
11:21 pm
I know all these people who have it worse than me. It sucks when you know your plight is insignificant and yet you can't deal.
It's worse when someone probably expects you to share but you just
can't even though you really wish you could. You really wish you could even just tell this person
why. But you don't want to hurt anyone.
I hate how emo I sound at the moment. But I'm too tired to be fake and I really need to vent something somewhere.
I guess I'm finally beginning to feel like something's missing. But then I'm so stubborn. I need help. Mostly from myself but I need someone to listen to me, I need somehow to know how to say this, and I need to know that this person really actually cares. I need to not feel judged by just one person.
Yea and there're some people I really miss right now. I know I haven't always been there for some of my friends, I know I've disappointed people, so I guess I can't expect other friends to always be there for me cos I really don't deserve it.
Gosh sometimes you try to deny that something hurts you, and then you just listen to the words coming out of your mouth!
Yea okay go away I know angsty entries are no fun to read.