Monday, October 10, 2005 10:12 pm

Hello! =)

This is that night.
That last night of the holidays before school starts again.
The one everyone hates...
...well I'm ok with it I think.
I have been so bored

...The hours that I have been awake, anyway
My sleeping pattern is so warped I have no idea how I shall get up tmr.
Most of these nights I've been sleeping between 3.30-5 (am)
and getting up between 1-4 (pm).
Is that screwed up or what!

Anyway.
My last term at PLC starts tomorrow.
I gotta make it good!
Gotta make it good...

I don't know whether or not I'm sad to leave yet.
I think I am.

I really don't like the word leave.
I hate it more when others leave me.
I think too often we take for granted that people will always be there.
Maybe it's the guilt that hits me and makes me feel worse...

I should go now and get ready for school
Oh I wanted to say,
I love my God very very much.