Thursday, September 15, 2005
6:47 pm
Don't you love the feeling of revelation?You can't even describe it cos you know no one else will get it - you know you didn't before.
***Pennay - turramurra? i live in turramurra!! when are you going to come and visit me?? did you apply to any unis here? anyway sure i'll be praying for you all the best with the rest of your papers! xoxo
***Last night I dreamt that Bec came back to school...I ran to give her a big fat hug. The dream really surprised me when I woke up (not to say it didn't surprise me in the dream)...I miss that girl! =(
[Rebecca went back to Sweden.]
***We had this Outreach Day at school today...or Exoday, whatever you wanna call it. Originally this band called Revive was meant to come in but they couldn't make it so this other band came in. I was sitting on the grass and Jess (who takes drum lessons) says she wishes she could twirl the stick like that drummer. I told her I knew someone who drums like that and looks like that too. Later I went closer up to talk to Maz (cos she teaches in my school!) and she said, "I knew there was gonna be a band, but I didn't know it was going to be Jon's band."
Jon's band?! *squints for closer look* Oh my gosh it's Jon's band! (Jon was the drummer, another Jon was leading with guitar.) Big shock there. Unfortunately I couldn't stay to say hi cos I had a math assessment.
***[my full name is]: melisa chan shi yuan
[in the morning i am]: dead tired
[love is]: patient, love is kind, blah blah blah, blah blah blah
[i dream about]: too many things to mention.
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: i haven't noticed what i notice first...
[last person u slow danced with]: anna caccamo in PE! haha!
-W H O-
[do you have a crush on?]: i don't know...
[easiest to talk to]: ivan, maya, tim
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: 0_0
-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[you talked to on the phone]: ivan
[hugged]: vanessa
[you instant messaged]: tim
[you laughed with]: jess and elissa?
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[could you live without the computer?]: probably not
[what's your favorite food?]: junk!
[whats ur favorite fruit?]: mangoes and those tiny mandarins..are they called kamkuats?
[what hurts the most?]
[trust others way too easily?]: no
-N U M B E R-
[of times i have had my heart broken? ]: oh. everyday.
[of hearts i have broken?] : plenty =)...just kidding
[of boys i have kissed?] : none =)
[of girls i have kissed?] : too many =b
[of drugs taken illegally?] : what do you think
[of tight friends?] : not many
[of cd's that i own?] : not many either. well i have more cds than tight friends i think
[of scars on my body?] : gazillions
[of things in my past that i regret?] : i'm over it
-O.T.H.E.R.T.H.I.N.G.S.-
[i know]: Jesus loves me!
[i want]: to see Him
[i have]: work to do
[i wish]: everything was a teeny bit easier
[i hate]: gossip and what it does to people
[i miss]: too many things
[i fear]: i'm not telling you my fears
[i hear]: the sound of keyboard typing
[i search]: for truth! give me the truth!
[i love]: being with people i love
[i ache]: for the holidays!
[i care]: about the people who don't care or don't know
[i always]: sleep too late
[i cry]: just to myself
[i do not always]: do my homework
[i write]: my thoughts and hide them away. well sometimes.
[i confuse]: all the math formulae with each other
[i can usually be found]: in my room. where i have my big bed, my piano, my guitar and my stuff! what more could i want? :P
[i need]: my Lord!
-Concerning.The.Friends.(You.Claim.To.Have)-
[impacted you the most spiritually]: i don't know...everyone in his/her own big way
[wish you saw more often]: the singapore people and all the other overseas people
[wish you could meet]: jesus!
[most sarcastic]: izzy? but she's funny :P
[wish you knew better]: everybody!
[knows you best]: maya? my mum...
[best outlook on life]: i don't know...tim?
[most paranoid]: ???
-Self-Analysis.You.Probably.Don't.Want.To.Do-
[your best feature (personality)]: ???
[your biggest flaw (personality)]: pride
[most annoying thing you do]: procrastinate
[biggest mistake you've made this far]: i don't know...i'm glad i don't know...
[describe your personality in one word]: hopeful
***what a disjointed post. hehe