Friday, July 22, 2005 6:03 pm

Hello! End of first week of third term! =) It's been a Good week. I mean that literally. It's weird, but these past few days God just seems to have been showering goodness on me. I've never gotten this feeling before. I don't get it, but I'm not complaining man! =P

Anyway, I got a job at Swiss Deli! =) I work Wednesdays after school now. Last Wednesday was my training day and I wasn't meant to get paid but my boss (who is so nice) decided to pay me anyway. =)

This is a bit random but it's been bugging me a bit. We watched Charlotte Gray (starring Cate Blanchett!) in English yesterday and today cos we're doing film study of it as part of our spy fiction genre study. But anyway, before Charlotte gets sent off to France as a spy, the interviewer asks her, "Of these three: faith, hope and love, which means the most to you?" I already knew the answer was going to be Love, cos you know, Love Is The Answer, Love Conquers All...all the cliche values that movies are always bound to promote. Or so I thought I knew, cos I was so stunned when after the pause, she said, "Hope".

It took me by surprise cos I hadn't actually considered the question before. I mean, The answer is Love, like Duh. But when I actually thought about it, I got hit by the realisation that I know so little about Faith and Love. The one I am most aqquainted with is Hope. Hope is that thing I cling to. My hope comes from my faith, of course, but of the faith itself I know very little. And Love is this one big mystery to me.

Problem? "And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love." - 1 Cor 13:13. I am least aqquainted with the most important. Must find some way to change that...

Anyway. Quiz! This is more interesting than the What-is-your-height sort, so I decided to do it. =b

FOUR NAMES YOU'RE CALLED BY
1) mel
2) melisa
3) melly
4) melmel

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD
1) «~¤*•.mel.•*¤~» beautiful surrender
2) «~¤*•.mel.•*¤~» why is he so good to me?
3) «~¤*•.mel.•*¤~» they're on the ocean floor!

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF
1) I'm so blessed!
2) I'm lurved <3
3) I am just cool, ok

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF
1) procrastination
2) selfdoubt
3) diplomacy (it really gets in the way sometimes)

THREE THINGS YOU WISH YOU HAD RIGHT NOW
1) company of best friends
2) better time management
3) normal sleeping pattern

THREE PARTS OF MY HERITAGE
1) singaporean-ness (I'm not singaporean)
2) australian
3) malaysian
(sorry I don't really know how to answer this question)

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU
1) a few dreams..I mean nightmares
2) the world finds out I'm a freak!...oops...
3) scary images

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS
1) sleep...at least a bit
2) prayer
3) time to myself

THREE THINGS YOU'RE WEARING RIGHT NOW
1) school shirt
2) school skirt
3) school tie

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS/ARTISTS AT PRESENT
1) switchfoot
2) lifehouse
3) jars of clay

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS
1) start lunchtime prayer group with deb
2) debating
3) student exchange to japan?

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP - LOVE IS A GIVEN
1) fun
2) god-centredness
3) understanding

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE
1) this is a truth.
2) this is a truth.
3) this is a lie.

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1) sense of humour
2) sincerity
3) unselfishness

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT DISGUST YOU
1) shallowness
2) insensitivity
3) macho complex

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
1) more sensitive
2) relational
3) supportive

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT DISGUST YOU
1) bitchiness (gossiping, backstabbing, the whole lot)
2) being overemotional
3) bigheadedness

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO
1) play soccer
2) finish my timed essays!
3) sleep early (except when dead exhausted)

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES/INTERESTS
1) music - piano, guitar, singing, listening, whatever
2) philosophy + christian theology
3) talking =)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1) go on a holiday
2) go on that conference in washington that kathleen, caroline and anna just left on
3) turn back time a bit (holidays)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING
1) No idea. I have a feeling the job for me is some occupation out there that I haven't heard of and might not ever hear of.
2) Marrying my millionaire sweetheart...the financial solution that doesn't exist in the place called Reality
3) Whatever comes my way. (This is probably it)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION
1) Bali
2) Paris
3) New York

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1) visit third world country on missions trip, or something
2) honeymoon
3) burn my diaries