Thursday, May 05, 2005 5:24 pm

Wishes.

I wish...I had met you earlier.
I wish...you could have helped me off the floor.
I wish...the cup had passed.
I wish...I knew how to trust you.
I wish...I knew how to love you.
I wish...I could be with you.
I wish...I understood the plan.
I wish...I could show you how I feel.
I wish...I would do what I want to.
I wish...I knew how to tear down these walls.
I wish...I didn't build them.
I wish...I didn't hide.
I wish...I felt free.
I wish...I had that joy.
I wish...that I was everything you want me to be

...but I am.