Friday, May 13, 2005
10:21 pm
Things are generally looking up (except that I didn't write my feature article or do my math homework, I have a math test, two oral assessments and my jap assessment next week, I don't even have one piece for my writing folder, I can't find 'the french lieutenant's woman' anywhere and I need it on Monday, and let's see, a billion other things I can't handle right now.)
I am desperately needing time management. Maybe I shouldn't have gone for bible study last night. But then I didn't wanna miss it. And what we talked about happened to be what I'd been thinking about. But I guess it didn't do me that much good in the end cos I didn't feel satisfied. You know sometimes the answers you find are just too generic and too far from reality. I kinda needed to talk but I couldn't bring myself to, not that I knew how to, or knew who exactly would be willing to hear it (much less understand it) and I had to go and I had all this work to do...maybe I should have stayed at home.
I can't stand how I have so much to say, but nothing to say.
But then again I did learn something last night after all, and that is this: Someone is always waiting to listen who fully understands, and He provides better comfort than anyone could give. I'm glad I took it to the right place. <3 Maybe my confusion is to bring me back to where I need to go.