and when you get the choice to sit it out or dance
i hope you'll dance
hey. realise all my entries are screaming self-pity. sorry. i didn't really mean to make myself out as down and depressed. just you know..bored, empty and pist with life. i guess it's just cos i'm free all the time it leaves me with all that time to wallow in every little thing.. i've decided i'd rather be dead busy and dead tired with a messed up mind than be dead free and dead awake and have a tormented confused mind. what do you think. it's lose-lose but still better to choose the not-so-bad lose right. and don't even talk about the balanced time and all that crap. that's an ideal, and ideals don't work. look what happened to communism.
on a brighter note, it's jeans day tomorrow. we get to wear jeans to school. no stockings! score.