Thursday, January 08, 2004
10:40 pm
hello. have to admit today was quite bad. wasn't feeling too good. at first i didn't think it was that obvious. and then suddenly people were coming up to me asking if i was okay. sheesh man. i didn't really know until suddenly miss chow called my name and when i looked up i realised she'd been waiting for a while. opps. haiya what's the point of sitting in the back row then?! was feeling much better after ard 11. mr andrew chia deserves credit. even if the lessons are boring at least his making the class laugh was something to distract me although i wasn't listening. hah. today's classes were so bad that by the end of the day me and andrea had resorted to writing lessons-suck and painful-goodbye poems and throwing them at each other's tables.
oh yeah. i'm dying from all those spastic RP talks. we were writing even more stupid poems. and they were reading huiling's and qingqing's compiled list of mr colman chua's quote list, which i unfortunately didn't get to see. was trying to sleep through the rest of it but i didn't manage. darn.
had lunch with darinne and mus before training. ate a bit. finally some happy people around me. something didn't feel right though. maybe i've been having too much caffeine. i've taken to ice cold coffee-drinking every recess for the past few days. hah.
training. i hadn't trained in like one and a half months. but i decided to do the longer-mileage workout anyway. felt good to run again finally. who knows maybe i like running now. hard to believe but i've missed feeling that pain. reminds me i'm alive. oh and i found out playing back upbeat christian songs in your head helps keep your pace and motivation up.
okey dokes. time to go. abby hope your feet are okay. and huiting if you're seeing this thanks. that was really sweet of you. (: last day of official school tomorrow before i head for obs. i'm going to try and make it happy, if i can help it. weekend coming. sat and sun are going to be fun too. i hope. there's andrea's barbecue. one last training. more lunching. ought to be enough to occupy my mind.
oh yeah. jan and andrea thanks reading those almost made me cry. darn i'm gonna miss you guys.