Thursday, November 20, 2003
4:33 pm
okay. yesterday was quite a blow to me. so many surprises - not that they were good ones. darnit this is the worst damned thing there is about blogging: you can't tell all, plus even if you want to, it's impossible to find the words you need to even come close to describing what you feel.
here's what i can tell of yesterday - in the end jan decided to meet them. and since i couldn't possibly abandon poor jan stuck with 2 guys and a million issues, i had to go with her. we met * at orchard mrt and walked to cine. and on the way i was blown away. end of story.
shoutout to janice -
sorry we're both stuck in the same boat. but at least we understand. plus we're already supposed to be detached from all this. maybe we'll find some way to help them, somehow. oh man. imagine if none of this ever happened: i wouldn't know about this at all, and i wouldn't have been able to imagine how you felt. i'm not sure if i'd rather know or not know about her, but thanks for yesterday too.(=